Gretch<33

ugh

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 15:04:03 GMT

Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 02:46:03 GMT

Does it hurt
To know ill never be there
bet it sucks
to see my face everywhere
It was you
Who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
you knew
exactly what you would do
Don’t say
You simply lost your way
She may believe you
But I never will
Never again

not talking not anything anymore sucks. but whatever your girlfriend is awesome have fun with that.damn slut..but really she is!

I just cant care anymore

Wed, 18 Apr 2007 01:05:35 GMT

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you loose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse

it really has just been the best week of my life i think..
my aunts 1000 miles away and dying half of my freinds lie behind my back and think i dont know. i fucking hate my coach and i bout ready to quit .. and well i hate being so effing busy all the time .. i have no time to do anything whatsoever.
oo and prom. not looking forward to it . not at all

dummmmmmb

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 19:52:08 GMT

i hate how you talk to each other all the time. and i know its about me and whats going on. well its really annoying. i'm so confused and school is just annoying too. i want summer to be here and i cant stand this weather.ughhhhhhh and well i hate being this busy all the time . i never have time to do shit anymore. work school and softball make up my day now. i love work and i love softball but im sick of both of them. ughh dum dum dum day

When the sun shines, we'll shine together.
Told you I'll be here forever.
Said I'll always be a friend.
Took an oath, Ima stick it out till the end.
Now it's raining more than ever.
Know that we'll still have each other.

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 03:26:54 GMT

i hate life right now..

Sat, 03 Mar 2007 04:45:22 GMT

just please stop while your ahead.

i thougth things were getting better but just to prove me wrong this night made me relize how much i miss people ... uh bored

Wed, 28 Feb 2007 21:17:10 GMT

You feel like a candle in a hurricane
Just like a picture with a broken frame
Alone and helpless
Like you've lost your fight
But you'll be alright

[Chorus:]
Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause its all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you Stand, Then you stand
Life's like a novel
With the end ripped out
The edge of a canyon
With only one way down
Take what you're given before its gone
Start holding on, keep holding on

i fell like this week is from hell

Thu, 15 Feb 2007 01:18:02 GMT

So basically this is how it goes.
I hate:
Dumb girls
I hate annoying girls
I hate bitchy girls
I hate stuck up girls
I hate spoiled girls
I hate brats
I hate creeps!
I hate boy’s wit big egos
I hate boys that hurt me
I Hate Mount St. Mary’s Academy
I hate girls who are models and choose to change there default picture every day so they get noticed(we get it someone went camera happy on u hoping one day you’ll sleep with them)
I hate the color orange
I hate pop
I hate eggs & tuna
I hate having CRUSHES they suck!
I hate when my heart hurts
I hate when I’m lonely
I hate liking people that my friends like.
I hate drama that includes me otherwise it’s the funniest thing of my life
I hate being a bitch but I love it
I hate talking about myself but I do it all the time
…basically I hate today and the fact that it’s Valentines Day without a valentine 

I love:
I love my work and the people I work with they are hilarious.
I miss my mom and dad but I love my aunt’s house.
I’m extremely happy about getting close with some long lost friends again.
I love the gay guy on my myspace!
I love that I’m finally getting some what healthy again
I love laughing lately it’s the best thing!

And that about sums up my hates and loves ..uhh I suppose ill wish you all a happy valentines day !

dummmmmb

Sun, 21 Jan 2007 22:37:30 GMT

Sometimes i need to be deaf for the sake of somebody.
i need to be insensitive to lessen the pain.
i need to smile for the strength of others.
and sometimes i just need to stop cause im tired of everything.

Sun, 21 Jan 2007 05:08:23 GMT

i hate:
this year
mount
& people

new year ..new me!

Tue, 16 Jan 2007 03:09:31 GMT

hahahahsooo
my new years resolution
1.get my long blonde hair back
2.get back my swimming bod
3.find a boy (thats not gay or werid or involved or an ass)
4.have fun and no drama :)

here we gooooo....

Fri, 12 Jan 2007 01:35:05 GMT

this is gettttttttttttttttttttting rediculus .. im bout to give up!

lala

Sat, 09 Dec 2006 14:11:21 GMT

Everyday I try to play another game
But my heart can't take it
I try to find another boy
But all the while I can't face it
Why do I miss you so much?
I wanna stop to turn inside
oh baby please
give us one more try

Fri, 06 Oct 2006 00:54:33 GMT

klahfsihngkjsdhskdjknsldgshl :(

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
and just let 'em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I'm ok, but that's not what gets me

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you every where I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder
Gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret, but I know
If I could do it over
I would trade, give away, show the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do

----yeah thanks bye

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 02:21:35 GMT

well theres another friend down the tubes.. thanks heart

fuckn mad

Sat, 16 Sep 2006 03:42:59 GMT

okay i do this everytime to myslef.. and ya know what i should really get rid of my phone beucase i fuck myself over and tell peopel things i dont want them to know. i cant stand that i fall for fucking fagss. sorry colin i wasnt a whore and gonna go fuck ur bestfriend.. sorry i actully have class and respect for myself. you so fucking knew i liked u too i dont just countinly kiss osme kid i dont like .. do the math genius .. ihsfukdshsdkhdsjksdjhfdskh i cant freaking take this serously pecae out high school boyfreind or like anythign i got brandon whooopdie freaking doo let me put that name at the top of my list fucking should prob become a nun right now .. ugh ur so gay

From the moment that we met
My world was turned around
Upside down
To some degree I still regret
My memory for keeping you around
{boy} I thought that you were mine
But my broken hearts been shattered
One too many times
And I don't want to see you anymore
I'm just not that strong
I love it when you're here,
But I'm better when you're gone
I'm certain that I've given and oh how you can take
There's no use in you looking
There's nothing left for you to break
Baby please release me
Let my heart rest in pieces
Someone let you down again
So you turn to me
Your convenient friend
Oh but I know what you're doing
And what you hope to find
I've seen it a thousand times
Oh the fire we had before
Are now just bitter ashes
Left scattered on the floor

Sun, 03 Sep 2006 03:10:17 GMT

“I can’t stop crying. I don’t understand, and it’s not the loud, screaming crying. Its just the tears continuously roll down my face, and I can't do anything to stop them.”

Sat, 02 Sep 2006 05:17:02 GMT

i absolutley hate that hes away at college and i absoultey hate that everyone that i talked to last summer.. decided to be on the outs this summer and now start talking to me again when there all gone.. like i know im a sweet person and all and maybe u didnt relize that all summer but u suck seriously.. u played with my heart way to much and yeah ill be your freind but its so hard not to get excited seeing ur s/n or seeing u name or hearing it ..like u dont even understand how long it took for me to get over u and when i finally did why dont u just say "oo i wish i would have followed through on us" YEAH ME TOO FUCKER! ughh idk i like him and care about him i prob will until i get married.. and maybe even after that but i dont think i could ever start something with him becuase just know us not even being together and him hurting me that much idk if i could do it..but on the upside well kinda downside andrew i love him to death i love being with him.. hes extremly funny and im so comfortable around him but hes away at school..lol ughh i cant stand my life right now im always in werid moods and "depressed" or sad and idk i just dont feel like hanging out with anyone and i dont mean to be werid like this i cant help it ughhh sorry ahhaah okay done venting thanks bye

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 23:58:05 GMT

i missssssss him alot and i know getting attached before he left wasnt good.. and i know someone is going i told you so but fuck off i really like him alot and im glad i got attached hes a great person and i love having him as a friend and caring and worrying about him.. im just bummed out i cant see him every once and awhile .. oo well cry myself another river...ahhh school in a week =/ not ready don't really wanna go at alll!!!!!!!!

BORED!

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 21:01:46 GMT

[[ This Summer... Have You ]]
1. drank alcohol?: yeah.
2. cried? when havent i
3. kissed anyone?: yeah
4. been on a vacation to a different state?: yes
5. been on a vacation to a different country?: no
6. been to the beach?: yes
7. been to the boardwalk?: Yea
8. done drugs?: nope
9. smoked?: nope
10. snuck out?: yea
11. had a sleepover?: yea
12. stayed up all night?: yea
13. slept in someone elses bed?: yea
14. went in a pool?: yea
15. ...without a bathing suit?: nope
16. been on the computer a lot?: yea
17. played video games?: nope
18. listened to an ipod/mp3 player?: yea
19. been on over 30 car rides?: yeaa
20. been grounded?: well today!
21. been to a party?: yes
22. regret something?: no
23. been dumped?: nope
24. lied?: when dont i
25. done anything against the law?: yea
26. been camping?: yeah thats my summer
27. got in a fight?: yes
29. stayed at a hotel?: yea
30. talked on the phone all night?: yea
31. went shopping?: yea
32. been hit on?: shure
34. asked someone out?:nope
35. got in a car with a stranger?: no
36. lost someone close?: yes
37. had someone sleep in your bed?:no
38. been to a movie?: nope i hate the theater
39. been to a club?: yeah HHI 06<3

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 20:55:59 GMT

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IDK

Sun, 06 Aug 2006 17:18:53 GMT

whoa goood moood and i have no reason for it hahah the kid i like is being werid agian and whatever but i really am just tired of trying and like everyone is leaviing me this is gonna be the worst start to a school year ever ,,, and so far summer has been decent other then that it is real gay ..anywho im bored im this is all i have to do besides wash the walls in my house because im like cinderella okay peace

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 02:11:45 GMT

ugh.. i hate being home and my parents dont even relize why,, its not like i can tell the either ,, when i sit here and theres nothign to do no one to talk to i get depressed and aggervated and i cant stand not being with him. if i even told like my mom she just makes things a huge joke ,,and my dad wello he thinks im a lesbion because i dont have a boyfriend but then agian he never wants me to go out .. like yeah i go out but i dont go out with the people i like to chill with anymore i cant stand the guys that we are always with..i cant not not hang out with them either becuase two of my bestfriends like them so its just gay idk i want to live it up and crap but i cant when i dont want to with those people .. my closest friends who problly know the most about me are graduating this year and we have barley hung out and i hate it i miss them and i wish it was summer! i dont think there was a day that i didnt like who i was haning out with .i was best freinds with mike and justin and now i feel like if i talk to mike his g/f gets pissed and justin is just confussing and itsnt opeing up to me anymore. all of this just keeps piling on and then ontop of it i still have him on my mind ,, like yeah i still think of like peter and brandon and other people i like but hes always there i think of him all the time and everything reminds me of him idk its just so hard to like no think of him or not like him when hes the only thing that makes me happy. i just wish i didnt fuck things up over summmer i wish i would have made more of an effort to hang out i wish i would have driven my ass to the journey concert i wish i would have had him over instead of dan and will i wish i said alot of things. I HAVE NEVER EVER fell so hard for someone in my life . its just crazy how i feel so much for him when we dont even talk anymore.!

but anyways
saint joes dancec problly the best time ever i think i havent been so happy in awhile just letting loose and being myself was great and to know 2 of the hottest kids at joes were a part of it was even better like wow luke and jim and mike were hilrious and i had the best time of my life! i sang at the top of my lungs and freakin grinded the shit out of them !and i didnt care. i love it and i wish i could do it more often! but tonight sucks parents are being gay and im sitting here ,..oo and wait the love of my life kid i feel so hard for is not even 2 in away from me and i cant see him! im gonna go run to the golf dome and take him into a dark coner and say everything and then rape him ! so yeah okay im out im getting yelled at once agian bye

stupid stupid stupid !!!!

Sat, 11 Mar 2006 04:54:24 GMT

so yeah tonight was cute i went to the mall with Ash
and meet up with tina and phill and andrew which was kinda awkward but idk w/e
so then frankie called me and wanted us to meet up with him so we did at mighty yeah well he was with my lovers brother and they are freakin identical like every fucking freckle,every piece of brown/red hair every thing and i cant take it i would do anythign to have him back in my life and i cant get him back idk for some reason i feel like this is the one thing in life that i can never have like he is so superior and im just a speck to him ..i feel like he was the one guy who got my heart and never gave it back and it kills to know that its nothing really now .. like im at that point in my life that i need someone to be there for me and to at least care about me and i know my friends do and i love that but Hi! im a 15/16 year old girl I want I neeed that boyfriend who calls me everynight and cant say he loves me because he knows he truley doesnt mean it I want that boyfriend who can just hear me out and just say not to worrry about it i want that boyfriend that my friends will approve of i want something in my life that i actully want there ,..yeahyeah i knwo i have b right now but hes not my type at all and i cant stand some of the stupid stuff he does and he says he loves me and cares and i belive he cares but to say he loves me is a whole different thing ..and i know this lil relationship isnt gonna go anywhere and im just tired of it like physicaly tired . idk just needed to talk to myself on the computer and get this all out of my system because i know my freinds are probally getting sick of hearing about pat .. i mean i cant blame them i talk about him all the time ..but w/e lol peace out
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOLLLY

Caught up in what's in
Caught up in the things that everyone wants
Caught up in what's out
Caught up in the things that you could do without
Well what if I was one of them
so i will sing

Well if I live for a million years
I would be right there to catch your tears
Will you get over it this time
And is this the last time

On this night we breathe air
What makes it so different
What makes you not care
Well I wish that we could be the same
And I wish that you could give up this game
Don't want to be one of them
Don't let me be

Well if I live for a million years
I would be right there to catch your tears
Will you get over it this time
And is this the last time

Will you say goodbye before you leave
Will you say goodnight
just one more time please
Will you call my phone out of regret
And will you love again
With other than me, Other than me
And will you speak of me with other than me
And will you remember me
And will you remember me
Will you remember me

Well if I live for a million years
I would be right there to catch your tears
Will you get over it this time
And is this the last time

Is this the last time
Oh, is this the last time, my dear
Oh, is this the last time
Yeah, is this the last time my, dear
Oh, is this the last time
Is this the last time, my dear
Is this the last time I
think it's the last time for us

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 21:10:51 GMT

first of all check all of your entry's and see who talks crap im all done with i dont care anymore mount is made up of all backstabing girls . and yeah im prob one of the fattest girls youll ever see right? yeah lets say it agian annoymouns poster its obv who u are. idc that you all are pissed off even more now but look at your own livejournals and check your shit hope u had a fun day <3

IM DONE